Sunday Worries

On Sunday, I met up with ann at Bugis to listen to a talk from NTU held at Intercontinental Hotel about Computer Science and Engineering. The place was so crowded with people that it was so difficult to move around. After listening to the talk, I felt that I had no chance of getting in to the university. I started to feel frustrated and worried. I do not know why I felt that way but I just can't get that matter out of my mind.

After lunch at bugis, we went shopping and I went to Sunshine Plaza to buy some things for my sister. She wanted to buy a bromide and a plush toy from the shop. The bromides has a lot of different characters inside which you will not know only when you open the pack. However, I did not wish to buy the bromide with a character I do not like so Ann boldy open up the plastic cover to see the inside (Hee, hee the shop owner was busy attending to another customer), and I was responsible for taking the bromides to her to open up to see the insides. She opened up a bit for me to see whether if I wanted that character. Finally, I came across my favourite character which I wanted to buy and so happily I brought it to the counter to pay.

On the way home, while in the bus, I opened up the bromide to take a look. I was shocked! It was not the character I wanted. I was so frustrated and angry at myself for getting mixed up the bromides while we were opening up lots of them. I only had myself to blame.

I can only say that yesterday was not a good day for me and I was also quite troubled and my mind was somewhere else after listening to the talk at NTU. Should I continue my studies or start my working career? No one knows even myself I was filled with doubt.