Bad Day

Pb went inside to the office after receiving a call from the boss. I was a bit worried for her because she was inside for a very long time, roughly more than 30 min. I was scared that she will be blamed again if we did something wrong like last time. I did not concentrate in my work that much after she went in. The atmosphere was tense.

Finally she came out. She puts her notebook on her desk. I was kind of rude because I went to the her desk and peek at what she wrote but she quickly took the notebook and place it at the other end of her desk. Sorry arh, I don't mean to be rude but I just wanted to know what happened, if we had caused her any trouble because of that stupid link exchange.

I felt very bad that she had to stay back after 6pm to finish the stupid link exchange and after that she need to have a meeting with boss again.

I wanted to ask her to use my comp because hers was extremely slow that it kept hanging but she refused. If you ask me to use that damm slowpoke computer, you are asking me to throw the computer out of the window.

I think we made a wrong decision in going back to the office to wait for her(Meiling's idea anyway) because she was more stressed up. I don't even know how to help her. I even ON my own comp so that she can use mine because it's faster but she repeatedly refuse. Actually I was kind of angry but I do not know what was I angry for. Partly because I was refused and shunned by her when I wanted to talk her into using my comp. Sorry if I seem irritated to you. Another reason is because I felt that she was too concerned about what the boss said to her that she became so unhappy.

My advice to her: I know that sometimes the boss can be temperamental, so just listen and forget. You will be more happier. If you remember by heart, you are making yourself miserable.

Another advice: If you are really really really unhappy with your current job, I think it's better for you to look for another happier place. I felt that living in this world is not to suffer but to enjoy.

Anyway I'm really really really sorry if I make you more unhappy and irritated. I'm not very good with words and I do not have a glib tongue and if you have any troubles or worries feel free to speak to Meiling, Hc or me. Keeping inside your worries will make you sick. At least if you tell us, you are letting out your stress and anger, you will feel much better. It's the same as writing this blog, I''m letting all out so that you can know how I felt.