Monotone Day

Sharon msg me in the morning about the news, ask me if I'm going anot. Shocked to hear the news only today since I only knew yesterday that he was in ICU. Read some of the blogs then realise it actually happened yesterday around 3pm.

Knew nothing about what was happening actually, really a puzzle to me but after Sharon explained to me about what happened then only do I get the whole picture. What can I say after such incident happened, we just hope that he can rest in peace and be released from his pain and sufferings.

Even I was too disturbed to actually listen to what boss is telling me to do when he asked me to talk to him in the office.

Although not very close to him, did some projects with him.....

SHOCKED!!!

Read some of my classmates' blog, realise that one of our classmates, who's class index number is before me, is in critical condition. Shocked to know that news. Hc and me stop our work at the office to read at some of the blogs to know exactly what happened to him.

Everybody is hoping for you to wake up, do not give up, you still have a long journey to go! Life is full of discovery and you must make use of this one lifetime to do whatever you want! Gambatte!

I now then realise that life is precious, although we faced troubles, unhappiness but in the end the things that we treasure will be happiness, friendship and kinship.

Everyone in his family, friends are all praying for him so please do not give up hope!

BORING BLOG

I was just tooooo free in the office because my comp display a blue screen and had to shut down and now I'm using the comp pb's was using previously. This comp is also giving me trouble, always not enough memory to run Dreamweaver so I have free time to write another blog haha.

Hospital that I was born: Thomson Medical Centre

How did my name came by: My 2nd Uncle was the one who gave me this name, found through the chinese character book(something like that).

Favourite Colour: Blue

What I like to do during my free time: Surfing the net, drawing, doing graphics and experimenting with Photoshop, watch anime, read comics etc....

My Favourite Movie so Far: Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Harry Potter and the socerer's stone, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, White Chicks.

Food which I hate: Beans

Impression of me from my colleagues: Picky in food, like to complain alot, very bad in communication, poor English Language usage, short etc.

Where I live: Teban Gardens Road, a very small and ulu place which most probably you would not know where isit unless you are staying in Jurong Area.

Landmarks around my area: River Valley High School, Pandan Reservior, Cycle & Carriage Company, Singapore Mint, factories (haha).

Favourite Hangout Place: Jurong Point, Jurong Entertainment Centre, Jurong East Regional Library.

My Dream: Hope to get out of Singapore and hope to own a farmland in Australia or New Zealand and live happily ever after. (haha, wait long long!)

My 2nd Dream: OK, if the 1st one doesn't come true, I have the 2nd one Haha. Travel around the world, especially to Japan first haha.

My current goal: To get a driving liscence and create a portfolio!

NO TIME

7 days left till internship ends!

Did you guys ever complain about no time lah, so many things to do, very busy lah etc. Although we are living in a fast pace society, I always felt as if not enough time was given to me. I had a lot of things in mind, I wanted to learn Tennis, I wanted to exercise ,I wanted to do my portfolio, I wanted to create some artwork, I wanted to do some drawing and all of them were not done because of my excuse: NO TIME!

Maybe you may think that because I did not organise my time properly, I should keep a diary to record my daily activities and plan my schedule properly but I tried and it didn't work. I'm not the kind of person who will update my schedule everyday, every hour, every minute, because it's so troublesome! For instance, I planned everything I'm doing for today, suddenly, something cropped up maybe because my friend asked me out and in the end you need to reschedule your timetable again or sometimes it's time to do the stuff according to your timetable but you do not have to mood due to some reasons. Maybe for some of you it may work but it's a no for me.

I wonder when would I have the time to finish all the things I wanted to do for the past 6 months. Maybe I'm just too lazy to walk to my room and on my computer and start doing it. Maybe I can't be bothered with it. I must definitely finish it after my internship ends. NO BUTS, NO EXCUSE, NO LAZINESS, A MUST DO!

Retarded Computer!

Watched the last season of Double Score on Channel 8 yesterday. Lead actors Takashi Sorimachi and Oshio Manabu (hope I spelled it correctly). While Takashi was so funny, Oshio was so cool in the show, I like both of them but prefer Oshio (haha). I even thought that Oshio was one of the members from Tackey & Tsubasa but my sister told me straight away that it is 100% not from T & T. Strange, but no matter how I look they still look alike.

This damm stupid computer has been giving me trouble since last Friday. Although I have been able to boot up the comp and realise that it is not the virus that caused the problem but the hard drive that's spoilt, it was extremely slowwwwwww that while I was typpping this blogggg the wordssss appearsss soooo slowlyyyy onnnnn myyyy computer screennnn.

But I had no alternatives because all my stuff are all inside this comp. I just have to reduced the amount of my multi-tasking on the comp. Hai. Took my BTT last Thurs, hope that I'm able to pass but I really scared of the result that will be posted to me in 2 weeks time. I actually finished it in 20mins and was quite confident with the ans but still I do not want to expect much from the result. As the saying goes, 'qi wang tai da, shi wang yue da!'

I was home on Fri doing the jigsaw from afternoon and night and finally finishing putting all the pieces for the top portion of the jigsaw. Yeah! I felt very satisfied but I woke up the next day having back pain because of leaning forward for too long. Must be wondering, only 19 already got back pain like grandma like that. Yah loh, I agree that although I am young in mind but my body was not as strong as a young person. Anyway I'm waiting for my uni outcome, kind of worried about what my future holds! I'm so always worried and scared!

Infested Ants

Recently, the pantry at my office became a tourists attraction for the ants because they had bionic ears to hear news that there are crumbs of biscuits and sugar littering around the pantry. I think I'm the one to blame because I always buy breakfast at CINETECH 1 to the office and ate my chicken pie and Tea-o while checking my mail for links exchange and always threw all the stuff in the office rubbish bin and was told by the boss to throw the stuff outside the office.

The ants were also very interested in the water cooler as they were crawling around it which makes the whole place looks so disgusting. I wasted quite alot of tissue to kill the ants and always had to pour off all the water because the ants rushed down with the water together when we wanted to have a nice cold drink. Irritating right? I was like the maid in the office because nobody wants to do the job of cleaning off the ants and Hc even told me to 'communicate with the ants'. Siao right, I rather buy poison to kill them off!

I was actually typing my blog using pb's comp because my comp was infected with virus as it kept restarting and hangs everytime. I still have alot of things to do and I here writing my blog happily. Haha. I almost forgot that I already booked my basic theory test today. I've alreasy lose hope of passing it so I just take it as a practice.

I am still waiting for my University results, wonder when I get to know the outcome. In fact, I had a dream yesterday that I received a letter saying I've been rejected by the University. I think I've been too worried about it that I even think about it when I'm sleeping. Siao right? Hai, but I'm really not sure what is my purpose in life. I feel that I'm lost for directions. Can someone guide me to where I wanted to go? Haha. Is programming really what I wanted to do for my whole life. I wanted to try designing but I was always so hesitant in trying out new things and sometimes it's also about opportunities. Sianz.

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I've recently bought a jigsaw puzzle at JE Pasa Malam. It costs $4 for a 1000 pieces jigsaw and $10 for 3 cheap right? So I bought 3 jigsaws and 1 frame which totals up to $17. You must be wondering why did I buy 3 jigsaws but only bought one frame? I was thinking of doing a rotation of the 3 jigsaws every few months so I would not be bored looking at the same picture. Haha.

I have been doing the puzzle since last week. I was too impatient to finish it and got shoulder pain because of long hours leaning forward while sitting on the floor. I actually wanted to finish the puzzle all by myself but because I was just not patient enough to piece it one by one that I asked my sister to help me. Haha.

My uncomplete jigsaw, about 30% complete

Anyway I meet Shuzhen at the busstop on my way to work and we were discussing about someone harrassing her with some hurting comments. She somehow knew who was behind the prank and told me some impressions of her. She was mentioning that the prankster, when she met her the last time was looking at her from head to toe. Upon mentioning that, I was kind of angry at people who like to judge people with appearance. I know that appearance is important but what's inside is more important. I don't think you want to eat an apple that is shiny on the surface but rotten inside right?

There are two people currently whom I knew actually judge me from my appearance; meaning looking at me from head to toe. One such girl is from my Secondary School but she was also the same primary school as me. Anyway, I hate her because of some definite reasons(a long story) and she looks at you as if you are an alien or something!

Another one is recently where Ann's colleague actually looked at me from head to toe in the MRT Train as I was standing adjacent to her.

I think these kind of people will only find friends who will also judge them by their looks and I will call them artificial friends because as long as you have any trouble/difficulty you faced, they will scurried off like cockroaches.

Better end now, Hc is complaining abt me not helping while I'm happily writing my blog.

HELPLESS ME

It seems that as the days to the end of Internship draws near, I am more busy than ever. Our boss talked to us about wrapping up all the stuff we did so that the next internship students can continue the work. Anyway, Hc is going to continue working in Adroit Data Recovery Centre Pte Ltd so she can see those two handsome guys from SP coming to work here in June. Haha. As for me, I'm waiting for Uni to reply back whether I can get in anot. Actually I was not so enthusiastic in going Uni, I'm just not sure what I want.

Pb bought nasi lemak for us at Holland V. Nice, I have not eaten Nasi Lemak for at least half a year. Thanks Pb and we are going to Clementi for dinner and Pool tomorrow. This Hc very siao one, ask her to wear jeans tomorrow give alot of excuse. Last Friday, I wore jeans and she said never 'jio' her. You see lah, everytime change her mind one.

Those two monkeys working in Monkey Business Pte Ltd are always intimidating my words. These are the few lines they like to copy:

"Ni men heng qi guai de leh!"
"Na ni yao wo zeng yang!"

Unfortunately, I didn't bring bananas with me to work so cannot reward them for their excellent job in learning to speak like me! They are a perfect duo in making fun of others so better be careful.

I think I really have communication problems with these two female monkeys because I'm really not good in speaking. Anyway, gotta get back to work. There's alot of things waiting for me to do. I realise that working is not fun at all, it's worse than studying!

What Flavour Are You?

Cor blimey, I taste like Tea. I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?

What kind of Intelligence do you have?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Summary Blog

Wed

Went to watch Howl's moving castle at Causeway Point. The movie was definitely worth watching. The main character, Howl was so handsome and charismatic and the sound dubbing was done by Takuya Kimura (The most handsome guy among the smap). The love story is very touching and the animations are very nice with very detailed drawings.

Howl is so cool! I like him!


Even though his hair is black but he was still so cool!

Rating for the Movie: 5/5 I'm definitely going to buy the DVD of this movie. It was really as good as Spirited Away!

Thursday
Went back home and watched White Chicks which my sister rent from the DVD Shop. I had actually watched it twice in the cinemas but no harm watching it the third time because it was really funny and lame. I realised that the cinema cut off quite alot of dirty jokes in the movie. It was really funny and I can tell you I laughed throughout the whole movie. Haha.

Friday
Came to the office feeling very tired and irritated. You know why because I didn't have a good sleep. I was disturbed by my sister's laughter while she was talking to some INCONSIDERATE friend at 2 O'CLOCK MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! I was so pissed off at her that I told her off!!!!!!
In the morning, I woke up feeling so angry! Heard from my grandma that she actually chatted with her friend from 2AM to 4AM!
What the hell! If she ever do that again, I'm not going to go easy on her!

STRESS STRESS STRESS

Today was definitely not a very relaxed day. Early in the morning, the 1st to come to the office and when boss came immediately talked about work. After that asked me to go inside office to talk to him. Stressed arh! His tone was like rushing me to finish it but abit later he told me not to rush my work. Contradicting arh. Of course I have to rush lah, if not I will kena scold by him again. Stress stress, I think I will follow hc, let my blog rest also, not going to write my blog after I finish my project if not boss will have a talk with me in the office again.

I going to finish my project by this week and there's still a lot of errors to debug sia. I going to faint soon. Wish me luck that I can finish my work in time. I felt that I'm the 2nd pb who's very stressed or you shld say I'm replacing her. Haha.

Skip my BT Practice

Last Friday after work, wanted to go BBDC to practice my Basic Theory but because my sister msg me whether I wanted to go watch movie and in the end I skip my practice, haha. I felt very guilty because I skip my practice but anyway I've booked this Friday so I cannot afford to miss it again. Haha.

Meet my sis at JP and went to KFC for my dinner. I pay less for the zinger meal because I got the coupon. Yah the price is cheaper, but the burger is also smaller.

After dinner, went to buy the tickets. The movie we're watching is 'A Series of Unfortunate Events'. I have read the books before and like it very much so I was thinking maybe the movie would also be nice.

After we bought the tickets, we shopped around JP because the movie starts only at 9pm and we have 1 hr left to spend. Went to visit my sis's friend who's working at 'Gift-A-Name'(the one beside the arcade, because I'm not sure of the name also). I also went to a computer games shop which sells a lot of xbox games. Since the shop opened, I have not even visited once because that place is where most guys would go which I'm not interested however suddenly I decided to check out the shop.

Wow, one game costs about $45. Not cheap sia, wonder why guys are willing to spend so much on computer games. The only game I recognised in the shop is the Sims 2 because I like playing it however got tired of it. Actually I played Starcraft and WarcraftIII and it's actually quite exciting and fun. But after finishing both of these games, I got tired of it already so most of the time is surfing the net. Haha.

I felt that I like watching movies at night. It feels like it so comfortable compared to watching in the day. Wonder why. My rating for the movie: 3/5. It's not as nice as expected, I would prefer to read the books. I was also very heart pain becaus 8.50 to watch a movie, very expensive but no choice lah. Think I'm going to watch Howl's Moving Castle on Wed with my sis. It's the movie I've been anticipating for a very long time, hope that Miyazaki's new movie is going to be as good as 'Spirited Away'!

Boring Day~

After hc left the office was so quiet that I do not have the mood to do things and in the end help moi do some admin stuff such as wrapping the hard disk and reading out the hard disk model and serial no to her,while waiting for the clock to strike 6.

After work, went to pasa malam beside JE MRT Station to buy a bowl of Thai Shark Fin Soup and some $1 snacks. Went back then realise that my mother had chicken soup for dinner (better than the fake shark fin soup). My father told me that he listened to the radio about some taiwanese who went to Yahoo! Japan auction and bought cars that are very much cheaper and affordable than the price of their local. What, are you kidding me, selling cars online, somehow I don't really believe that they sell cars online so I went to the Yahoo Japan website.

After finding some chinese characters among the tons of Japanese characters, I clicked on the link 'automatic cars' and true enough they really sell their 2nd hand cars online. My father was looking for Mazda cars but all are Japanese characters so I was clicking here and there but with no luck. After that I realise that I had a Jap Language Book (photocopied) and went to search for the character 'Ma'. Ok, I remember the character and went back to my comp and look for that word. After clicking for 3 times that contains the same character, I finally found Mazda cars for sale.

We made a calculation and the car was only about 30,000 SGD. Cheap I would say because you should know that owning a car was very expensive in Singapore. I think with the same brand and model of car, it will costs around 100,000 dollars here.

Then my father was discussing to me that we can bid for the car and ship over here and the cost would not even reach 100,000 dollars which was really affordable but the problem is: 'We do not know Japanese', that is the language barrier that we faced.

haha, my father was really obsessed with cars. The current car he was using was only 3 years old and he's already deciding to change one, maybe to the newest mazda model RX-8 which costs about 130,000. Not cheap sia but the sportscar is really cool!

My Half Day Off

I took half day off on Wednesday because Ann took half day off too and decided that we should go to school to receive the COP for the website competition. After submitting the leave form to my supervisor and after work Ann called to tell me that she do not want to go to the prize-giving ceremony already because she said pai-sei. The website we submitted was so last minute work that she and I actually had no face to see it also. So no choice, I had already taken the leave but we still decided to meet up at school and we had lunch at FC6.

Got her call before meeting her that her two colleagues who were also internship students from Ngee Ann will be joining us. OK, I didn't expect that and met her 2 friends at Dover MRT Station. We went shopping at Far East and during the MRT trip, one of her friends looked at me from top to bottom, judging me from my appearance. Of course I will feel uneasy, not sure why she's like that but I really don't like people to look at me that way.

OK, I think she's probably looking at me thinking, too short, no front and no back haha and not good looking also. Haha. Because she was good looking, she had the front and also the back but her makeup was so full of powder that it's kind of scary.

Anyway, got so tired after the shopping but after that still need to go JP to buy a present for my sister because it's her birthday so Ann accompanied me to JP although she's very tired (sorry). Went to comic connection and bought a Gundam Seed Colour Book(Not sure what's inside) and went back feeling heart pain because it costs me around $28 dollars(expensive sia). But again I told myself, it's my sister's birthday so I don't mind lah but if you ask me to buy that for myself, I would definitely spend it on other stuff!

Hope that she liked the present I bought her. Sigh, the workload is too much for me and now I'm slacking away because I really don't have the mood to work, dunno why.

Bad Day 2

Early in the morning, my blood is already boiling. The MRT train I took today was so damm crowded. I was being pushed all the way inside without giving me a comfortable space for me to stand because of the crowd in front and behind, a couple having their lugguages lying around the floor which gives them ample space to stand relaxingly and I'm the only one struggling to stand without knocking on the person beside me because of the stupid mrt train driver who drove so recklessly that the train kept jerking so hard. That is not all, the uncle who was in front of me was irritating. He kept looking around the women near him. He was like fixing his eyes at the women's body, so damm pissing off. I feel like punching his eyes. He seemed like those people who came from kampong village who never seem women before.

I can only say that this is life, what can I do. Now I think of it, am I born as a human to be punished because I did something wrong in my past life? Crazy of me to think of that but I can't help but always asking myself this question.

Busy Day

Damm it. The servlet just won't work when I uploaded it to the server. It's because of some file writing error. Damm it. Hate it! I wondering why I choose to study programming. If I'm in a good mood, I don't mind spending my whole day debugging the codes but now it's starting to irritate me because I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO and I don't have time to sit there and debug the codes!

SHIT MAN!

Boring Day

IM GOING TO GO MAD, THERE'S SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since pb left, all of her tasks were divided among hc and me and the work was like piling up and up until I couldn't breathe anymore. I'm sooooo busy right now(haha, busy until i got time to write blog). Anyway, I just make it short. Pb, why do you leave before our internship ends? Do you know that we cannot do without u! Haha.

Quite satisfied yesterday because I went to Harvey Norman to buy a digital camera which I saw on the newspaper. I was actually aiming for the $299 priced Olympus Digital Camera however after some considerations we bought a $499 priced Olympus Digital Camera because it was more affordable considering that the $499 camera came with a 128mb SD-RAM which costs more than $100 and its function is much better than the $299 priced. Hehe, next time I'm going to the place where Aifen said had alot of cats there to shoot some photos. I really like photography.

Went to BBDC on last Fri to practice my BTT. Actually I didn't even know that there is such thing as practicing and went for the evaluation and Passed! Haha, I guess it was mere luck but after I took the BTT, I failed and when I told my friend I failed did she told me about the BTT Practice! Hai, I'm really a goner, don't know anything about all the Driving stuff. lol.

Ok, that's all folk, I'm rushing my work over here! Better end now!

My Bad Experience

I realise that lately I like to dwindle in the past. About the happy and also the sad memories. I guess life is so boring that I always need to go back to look at my past so that I will feel contented now.

Let me tell you a very bad experience that I had after my 'O' Level. Hope my writing does not seems too Grandmother story. Haha.

I scored very bad for my Prelims and in the end I couldn't get in the first 3 months in JC so I was being sent to JI (Jurong Institute). Actually I was unwilling to go but my form teacher persuaded me and so my 1st day of my bad experience starts here.

My god, the school was so damm dilaphidated that it looks like it has always remain the same look since 1960s. Ok. That is not all, the seniors came up with an orientation that is supposed to last for a week and during the first day they have already started playing stupid games in the classroom. Ok, the game is not that bad but I went home grumbling.

On the 2nd and 3rd day, we were told to play some games at the concorse where they had their flag-raising ceremony. Did you know what the seniors told us to do? They invented a stupid game whereby all of us had to close their eyes and one representative will guide us to a place to form an alphabet. I felt so stupid at that time as if I'm a puppet for them to move around. I was thinking like, what the hell am I doing here! Worse, I had no friends from the same school with me because they all got into 3 months JC. I only had myself to blame for not studying well.

After school, I went back home feeling so depressed and unhappy because I hate the school very much. I was about to cry but I hold back my feelings. But in the end, I still cried because it was too much for me. My parents knew that I was unhappy in school and told me that if I don't like it, I can stop studying there.

However, I still went back to study after the STUPID ORIENTATION. After that it was quite alright but I still hate the school. My impression of the school: JI SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS AND SUCKS. Anyway, the school had merged with Outram Institute to become Millenium Institute. Wow, such a nice name, BUT IT STILL SUCKS.

That's all folks. I still have piles of work to do after what happened at the office. Better start working now if not I might not be in time to finish all the work before internship ends.

Bad Day 2

COUNTDOWN TILL INTERNSHIP ENDS: 34 DAYS

Came to the office in the morning. A bit shocked at what has happened. Anyway, I still need to continue to do my STUPID link exchange and my web programming.

Feeling a bit down today, not just because of the office incident, I also have some personal matter which kept bothering me.

The topic about opening a casino has been a debate since last month. Everywhere you can hear people talking about it and the response has not been good. Even so, the casino project will still be in progress no matter what(if you see the news yesterday). If you ask my opinion, I will be the first to say 'NO' because Singapore has a lot of Gambling activities, 4D, Toto, Singapore Big Sweep, Jackpot etc and I HATE IT VERY MUCH because these activities make one hungry for money. It's the route to EVIL. Why can't they just spend their money on shopping, eating and stuff like that instead they wish that their money to be eaten by those STUPID machines and 4-DIGITS numbers. And we always encounter shows especially on Channel 8 about the gambler in the family who steals family's money, make the whole family suffer and stuff like that.

Life is about desires. Greed, Lust, Money. If your desire lies in one of the following, you are living life like hell because you are going to suffer and become miserable in the end. I hope that when I come out to work, I will not end up like those vampire-adults who gambles, drinks, smokes, go looking for sex and stuff like that. Don't you think that the adult world is a scary place to live in?

Sigh, back to work. Hope that tomorrow is a better day.

Bad Day

Pb went inside to the office after receiving a call from the boss. I was a bit worried for her because she was inside for a very long time, roughly more than 30 min. I was scared that she will be blamed again if we did something wrong like last time. I did not concentrate in my work that much after she went in. The atmosphere was tense.

Finally she came out. She puts her notebook on her desk. I was kind of rude because I went to the her desk and peek at what she wrote but she quickly took the notebook and place it at the other end of her desk. Sorry arh, I don't mean to be rude but I just wanted to know what happened, if we had caused her any trouble because of that stupid link exchange.

I felt very bad that she had to stay back after 6pm to finish the stupid link exchange and after that she need to have a meeting with boss again.

I wanted to ask her to use my comp because hers was extremely slow that it kept hanging but she refused. If you ask me to use that damm slowpoke computer, you are asking me to throw the computer out of the window.

I think we made a wrong decision in going back to the office to wait for her(Meiling's idea anyway) because she was more stressed up. I don't even know how to help her. I even ON my own comp so that she can use mine because it's faster but she repeatedly refuse. Actually I was kind of angry but I do not know what was I angry for. Partly because I was refused and shunned by her when I wanted to talk her into using my comp. Sorry if I seem irritated to you. Another reason is because I felt that she was too concerned about what the boss said to her that she became so unhappy.

My advice to her: I know that sometimes the boss can be temperamental, so just listen and forget. You will be more happier. If you remember by heart, you are making yourself miserable.

Another advice: If you are really really really unhappy with your current job, I think it's better for you to look for another happier place. I felt that living in this world is not to suffer but to enjoy.

Anyway I'm really really really sorry if I make you more unhappy and irritated. I'm not very good with words and I do not have a glib tongue and if you have any troubles or worries feel free to speak to Meiling, Hc or me. Keeping inside your worries will make you sick. At least if you tell us, you are letting out your stress and anger, you will feel much better. It's the same as writing this blog, I''m letting all out so that you can know how I felt.

Boring Day Version 8

COUNTDOWN TILL INTERNSHIP ENDS: 35 DAYS

Programming is making me heated up and frustrated. Tried to solve it the whole afternoon as to what went wrong. Kept uploading the servlet to the server, debugging it, testing it but to no avail.

I wanted to have a digital camera. My budget is around 400 dollars and the photo quality must be at least 3 megapixels. I would probably choose Canon. Had a talk with my sister who was working temporarily as a waitress. She said she could earn 100 dollars a day. My God! I only have 20 dollars a day for my internship! Even the auntie who came every Tuesday to clean the office only need to spend 2 hours to earn 25 dollars! So I asked her whether she wanted to fork out money to buy a digital camera. She agreed and if I contributed another 100 dollars then the remaining costs I can ask my Dad to sponsor right? Hehe.

Read Moiling's fiance blog (should be fiance lah, since going to ROM in April). The English damm good. No wonder, Moiling kept critisizing my English language because she can't say anything about chern chern's blog (too good).

I must improve my English by reading more and more books. Today is a rainy day. I wish I could stay at home and sleep at this weather since Singapore has been very warm and humid lately.

PS: Hc remember to send me the photos we shot at the office hoh! U see lah, pb angry already u all kept talking abt [c]. No free breakfast liao. lol.

Back to work, very busy because need to finish everything before internship ends.

Boring Day Version 7

INTERNSHIP COUNTDOWN: 36 DAYS


Yesterday was the release of 'O' Level Results. Not an important day for me but my sister called around 3pm to tell me her results. She got 16pts for her L1R5. I would say not bad lah but not good enough to go to a good JC. Anyway she decided to go Poly so I think it's not important anymore. I realised Poly is more and more popular lately because you do not have so much stress as JC does but JC students has more advantage to go into Local University.

Actually I chose to study in Polytechnic instead of JC mainly because of my English Grade and I don't think I can cope the General Paper. Anyway, I didn't regret going to Polytechnic because it's definitely more fun and relaxed. I feel that being born in this world is to enjoy life, not force yourself to do something you don't like.

Actually there's really nothing for me to write. Went back home. Bitch about my sister's friends results(comparing haha). After that went to sleep. sigh. Back to work.