My Boring Day Version 6

Work again sigh :{ During the weekend, I really had a very serious depression. I was very sad and unhappy after going out with Sharon, Jane and Ann. It's not because of them, I think the problem lies with me. I was thinking very negatively about life in my mind while eating with Ann that she asked me if I was ok or not. Partly is because I was thinking alot about the work problems (e.g the [a] thing) and also the shopping with jane and sharon was not a fun one. They went to Heeren to listen to CDs and those CDs were those that me and Ann were not interested and they were talking among themselves which made us feel very left out. It is not that I didn't try to join in, I tried but failed so in the end went browsing for CDs with Ann and after that went outside to wait for them to come out. Sigh :{

I was still feeling depressed after going back home. Don't feel like talking to anyone, just wanted to be left alone. Sunday was worse. I do not know what's happening to me but I kept eating from morning to night. Coming out and going in the kitchen for umpteen times. Probably is due to the stress I'm now having that caused me to eat and eat and my stomach doesn't know when it is full.

Hope I feel better after forgetting all the incidents that happened.
Getting my pay today but I don't feel any excited. What's happening to me?

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Read ifen's blog, SHE'S GOING TO TAIWAN, SOOOO GOOD.

I'm really tired of working already. I'm DEFINITELY going for a holiday after this internship. As I was writing today's blog, I had no mood to do my work, especially that STUPID link exchange. So in the end, disturb Sharon through msn and most of the time we were talking about hunks. Haha.Heard from her that she went to alot of countries: Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia, US, Autralia, Canada. Wow, impressive.

Yesterday, played badmintion with hc, moi and pb at SP after work. After that, went back home and was so tired that I went to sleep after my bath and dinner. Woke up in the morning and my hands had muscle pain because playing with hc requires me to hit very hard. Haha. Wah she smack so hard, making me run around. After playing for 1 hr, she said she's not tired yet. Wah, I admire her stamina, I was already very tired.

End my blogging here, there's nothing much to write. Sigh.

Almost forgot. Yesterday [a] came back from the office telling hc that [a] was in the mrt and there's this mother and 2 kids sitting beside [a]. [a] was so pissed off with the kids because they were very noisy and told the mother: "Can you please shut your kids up?" Rude right? But [a] seems very proud of it.

End of Chinese New Year

Yesterday was day 15 of Chinese New Year and also the last day of the Lunar Chinese New Year. To mark the end of it, my mother prepared steamboat for our dinner. The dinner was definitely sumptuous as we had two choices of broth: Tom Yam and Ikan Bilis Soup and also a whole lot of ingredients to choose. You can see me perspiring and enjoying the steamboat at the same time because of the heat from the steamboat and the spicy tom yam.

After dinner, I watched American Idol. There are 24 contestants remaining and they are competing to be in the top 12. I felt that AI was getting more and more boring and the contestants are not as good as last season. Even though the show was starting to bore me, my butt was unwilling to leave the sofa and hence I was sitting there like a lazy pig(and in a very ugly position) until it ended at 9.30pm before dragging my feet to pack up my stuff because I am going to SP to play badmintion with hc, pb and moi. My room was so untidy because I was rummaging all over to look for a suitable bag that is big enough to put my stuff and also two library books(damm heavy). I decided to use the OP sling bag and throw all my things inside. When I was about to go out, I changed my mind again and transfer all my stuff to a very big side-carrying bag. After looking at the mirror, I decided to change again. Kind of crazy because I ended up with the bag that I bring to work.

I think I will end my bloggin here. The atmosphere in the office today seems too quiet probably because pb went off because she was not feeling well and also because hc was also kind of quiet after pb left. Haha. Anyway, I'm going to continue my work again. Sigh.

Animal Instincts

I wanted to share with you some of the memories that I had with my pets or animals around me. Some encounters are happy and some are sad. Just glad that they have accompanied me and my family along this journey called life.

Dog Encounter
When I was a little child, my father brought a dog back home. I was actually scared of dogs at that time because the dog was about the same height as me. I have vague memory of how the dog looks like. I only knew that it was furry, white colour and stayed in the kitchen. I was always very scared when I went to the kitchen. Haha. I heard from my uncle that he used our shampoo to bath the dog and it's hair came off very fast. Haha. After that, the dog was sent off to one of my father's friend.

Chicks Encounter
My mother bought two chicks. They were so cute and cuddly that we kept touching the chicks and then 2 days later the chicks died. I was very small then when I had the chicks.

Rabbit Encounter
Got two rabbits when we just moved out. One is brown and the other white. They were soooo cute. Unfotunately, my sister was too young to know what are rabbits that she took a pair of scissors and cut the ear of the white rabbit. Ouch! That really hurts. I do not understand why she did that and we actually put handiplaste on the rabbit's 'short' ear. Haha. Not long after the incident, my mother gave away the rabbits to a Malay friend. About two years later, I saw the Malay family together with the brown rabbit which is very big however the white rabbit was nowhere to be seen.

Hamster Encounter
Bought two hamsters at Ginza Plaza Pet Shop (Now closed down). Both are dwarf hamsters but one is white (female) and the other brown (male). However, both of them did not get along well, they will always fight and the white is always the weaker one. Around 1 and a half years, the white dwarf hamster got some skin disease because she was almost bald. We brought her to see the vet(fees are very ex) and after taking a week of medicine she kind of got well but after that it starts to worsen. We made a painful decision of getting an injection for the hamster(should know what I mean). We dare not go to the vet and it was my parents who actually went on our behalf. So we were left with the brown hamster and he was very healthy for two years. He died last year around Febuary 2004.

That's all folks. Actually I have more to write but due to workload I'll end here.

Virus Alert!

Everyone beware if you are now using msn messenger! I almost got the virus but I got off luckily. Whew.

Yesterday, I was surfing the net when when friend was online and she started chatting with me. She said that she had some problem deleting a file which her friend sent her. It was a ms-dos batch file. She said that no matter how many times she deleted the file, the file will still remain in the folder and kept duplicating itself.

Then I typed back: "I think it is a virus of some sort". After that the messenger appear with a sentence that my friend is sending a file to me. You can accept, reject or cancel. The file was named: "She's fuckin it", ms-dos file. I was a kind of hesitant to accept it because of the filename, so I just kept chatting with my friend.

After that my friend called. She told me she got that file from a friend through msn too and the file cannot be deleted. The file also disrupts her messenger that sometimes it will log off itself or some sort of similar problems. After that I asked her, "Did you send me a file through msn?" She told me, "No, I didn't send you anything." Now I know what does the ms-dos file do. It actually sends itself through msn without the sender knowing. It uses the messenger to spread the virus around. Lucky I didn't accept it. I heard from my friend that no harm was actually done currently to her comp except that she got problems logging on to msn. She asked me what to do, and I can only tell her to scan the comp to see whether she can remove the file.

So folks, if you receive a file through messenger and your friend didnt say that he/she was sending you the file, DO NOT ACCEPT IT, because it can be a virus!

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Haven't been blogging since last Friday. I guess I have been quite busy lately so I forgotten about blogging. Moiling will be complaining, "Why haven't update your blog!" Haha.

Friday 18th Feb
Mr Tan came to visit us. It was supposed to be this Friday but I think he mistaken hc's email as last Friday. We didn't even tell our supervisor because Mr Tan was already coming over. When he reached the office, we went inside a meeting room and talk and laugh all the way. Hc was laughing very loud that when we came out Moi said that she can heard her laughter from outside. Oops. Hope the boss was not pissed off by our laughter. Anyway, I realised that Mr Tan's teeth looks whiter. Did he just bleach his teeth or his teeth was already white. Hmm, should have asked him. Haha.

Saturday 19th Feb
Aifen called me very late around 12pm on Friday. Ask me whether I wanted to go to Laselle Open House. After that called ann if she wanted to go however she cannot make it. We were to meet at Kallang Mrt Station at 1pm. Aifen msg me last minute that she woke up late so not going to Laselle. Surprisingly, I was the first one who reached the station. After that xiuli, xinda and then jane and sharon. While we were waiting for jane and sharon, a guy who was dressed gothic came out after tapping his ez-link card. He was definitely very outstanding among the crowd and you can see us looking at him and after that we look at each other. The scary part is that he put alot of mascara on his eyelids and kept staring at people(I was one of the victims and a bit chua diot). It was like looking at a ghost in broad daylight! We didn't wait for asikin because she's going to be very late too and if we wait for her until 2, we would have to wait for another shuttle bus which comes every 30min(long waiting time).

Reached the school, it was kind of ulu because it was located near those bungalows. I know that it's located near katong swimming complex. The school was also small and quite old but heard from jane that they were moving out next year. The funny thing is that all of us went to Laselle and only jane was actually interested to study design there. The rest were here to see and look. Haha. We tour around the place and went to see there gallery. There are also models walking around the school. Tall and perfect figures. I wish I had that kind of body. Haha. So that ends it and after that took a shuttle bus to city hall to meet aifen and asikin at suntec.

Didn't know that it was xiuli's birthday today. Anyway we went to swensens to eat our lunch and I ordered Crayfish pasta and Raspberry ice blended. The rest of the group ordered western food. The pasta was not really that nice which I think is probably because this is a new outlet. Heard from sharon and jane that their chicken chop was either too salty or too hard and the service charge and gst was damn expensive. After that shop around suntec and around 6pm went back with jane and sharon. Actually wanted to go with Aifen and Asikin to shop more however I was kind of tired already so decided to go home. On the way to the MRT, pass through CityLink I went to HMV to look at the Jay Chou CD concert. I was kind of hesitant to buy it and in the end bought a Jap Movie VCD about a Dog named Quill. The story is very touching, almost cried. Haha

Moi. How many lines have I written today? Better end it now if not if boss sees me blogging and not doing my work, I'm gonna get killed.

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Yesterday Night
As you probably know, yesterday was the 8th day of Chinese New Year and my parents prepared lots of fruits and meat to pray or we said in hokkien 'bai ti gong'. Not just that, around 11.30pm, someone came and delivered roasted pig which my mother ordered for praying. For that pig, it costs us around 200 dollars. Anyway, it's once a year, I hope it tastes nice because last year my mother ordered a baby pig and the meat was hard to bite.Haha.Watched TV till 12pm before going to sleep. What a night! I was unable to sleep well because of the joss sticks' smell. I can't stand it! No choice, I still need to sleep because I need to work.


To Work
I alight one stop before my workplace to buy my breakfast at CINETECH I. Bought 2 mini chicken pies and Tea-o (tea without milk) take away. There was a little commotion going on when I was queueing up to get my Tea-o. A lady was arguing with the uncle about giving her the wrong order. The lady from her tone was very impatient and she said to the uncle: "I didn't order kopi, I want one tea-su with sugar another one with no sugar etc.... Can you please hurry up because I'm in a hurry! " The uncle although was quite frustrated with her but didn't argue with her and just prepare what she asked. Reached the office, and hc asked me she got yam cake for me. Unfortunately, I had already bought my breakfast and although I asked her to leave half for me, I was too full to eat and ended up she ate everything. Sorry hc.

Work
Link exchange again. After that it's doing java programming. Got scold by our supervisor indirectly, heard from pb that we did not do our task, keep surfing net.
Not fair, why can't we surf net! As long as we got do our things, I mean why can't we? A bit angry actually but can't help it right?

Well, I'll end my writing. Meiling likes reading people's blog and other people's logbook. Moi also likes to chase us to update our blog (pb asked me to write this sentence)haha. Not sure how many lines I've wrote but I moiling will definitely count for me and she will say "Why only _ lines?" Haha

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Went to watch Seoul Raider at Shaw Tower for only 2 dollars thanks to Pb's brother. The movie was very humorous and filled with action-packed. Tony Leung was very cool and humorous in the movie. I don't really have any impression of Tony Leung, just thought that he was a normal actor in HK but after watching this movie I knew why my friends said that he was very handsome and stuff like that. I feel that he has that kind of charisma and confidence which makes him such an attractive guy.

Anyway my rating for this movie is 4/5. It's a must see movie! Watch it now before it is out of the cinemas.Haha.

Reached home around 10.45. After taking a bath I went to the kitchen to take a bite as well as eat the yu sheng my mother left for me. While eating, I tune in to the SCV Preview Channel and watched 'Wan Quan Yu Le' hosted by 'Wang Ren Fu' and another 5566 member(Forgotten his name). Really like watching it especially they like to play silly games and act funny to make us laugh. Sad. U Channel is not broadcasting this variety show anymore, hope that it will come back soon. Hehe.

My Boring Day Version 5

Nothing much to write today. I'm writing just to pass time because now it's 5:30pm and I'm waiting to get off work and later going to watch seoul raider at Shaw Tower because Pb's brother got tickets for us at only 2 dollars! It's better than nothing right? Haha.

Read hc's blog about rotten apples haha and also about how [a] likes to pat on hc's shoulder lol. I think [a] really thinks that you are like his best friend.lol Hai not just u arh hc, remember last time during new year eve at the office, [a] kept talking to me about the customer. Hai, not interested also need to pretend to be interested right? I was like showing a fake smile to [a] cannot blame me because I'm really not interested to listen to [a]'s stories.

Another boring day at the office doing the same link exchange and doing some programming and cracking my head to debug the errors(still not solved yet, continue tmr haha).

Yesterday, went to trim my hair. After cutting all the bad ends especially my fringe, I feel much better however my hair starts to curl and it's not nice anymore(Because my hair was rebonded so the straight hair ends was cut off). Probably I'll wait for another 1 or 2 mths before I go to the hairdresser to rebond my hair again

Back to Work

Topic of Interest: http://www.solid07.net/forums/index.php?showtopic=81193
Interesting Photos of Japan's Architecture. Hope I can visit Japan one day.

After 5 days of resting at home, I'm finally back, recharged to continue my work. I still feel that I wanted to rest more. Anyway, I've changed my blog layout(Last minute job haha) and during New Year spent most of the time at home watching TV. Pathetic right? Can't blame me because I don't have alot of relatives and I have already gotten my angbaos during the eve of CNY from my uncles so I spent my days at home being a potato couch haha (So my snacks and drinks on the table for me to eat till I'm satisfied).

On Sunday, spent the afternoon making sushi for my colleagues. So long since I've made sushi so I've somehow forgotten but manage to find the recipe and follow it whole-heartedly. The difficult part comes to rolling the sushi. If you put too much rice on the seaweed, it will open up and if you put too little, u can see the extra length of seaweed coming out. And everytime I rolled the sushi, the ingredient always get squeezed out to the side of the opening, it's not align in the center and no matter how many times I've tried the result is still the same. Sigh, given up hope and went to cutting the sushi. Again I've difficulty whereby the seaweed doesn't break off or my cutting was not straight etc. Luckily, the taste of the sushi is still acceptable so I guess the overall result is stil ok. Haha.

Quite fun actually to make sushi although it's hard work but I will continue to improve my skills to make my sushi more presentable next time. Haha.

Oh yah I've almost forgotten. Some pictures I took from the Taufik performance at SP Convention Hall. Enjoy!



The Taiko Drum performance. Impressive. Why didn't I see yiting inside???

The modern Dance. 4 girls and 1 guy. Hmmmmm....

The Indian Dance. Their dance steps are very nice and do you know they have an encore? If I'm not wrong there is one chinese guy inside the group.

Finally Taufik! Looks so cool with the spotlight on!

Haha. His photo when he was in SP. Looks so different from now!

No mood for Chinese New Year

I came late today for work, I was late for 10mins. Sat down on the computer and starting doing link exchange. However inside me I had this anger that I wanted to vent out. I do not know why I felt this way but I guess is because things did not go not smoothly for me lately. Hope that in the New Year all my bad luck will go away.

Yesterday, after work, went out with ann again to JP because she said she wanted to shop for more clothes. She's really a shopaholic. Went to almost all the boutiques to look at her clothes and the shops were crowded with last minute shoppers. I came across a pair of shoes which I really like it very much but I was kind of hesitant to buy it because it costs around 30 dollars and you know what when I have decided to go inside the shop and ask for that pair of shoe the salesperson told me, "The last pair was already taken by someone". What I can't believe my luck! Why can't I always get somthing that I wanted! In the end, I went for another pair with low heels (But I really hate wearing heels but I do not know why I bought it and I wore it today and it hurts my leg). Arhhhhhh what's happening to me! Why do I have to end up buying replacements. My boiling point is getting higher now!

Not just that, I went back and took bus no 78. Just as I board the bus and looked down at the floor, the cockroaches were crawling all over the place. Yikes, I hate cockroaches. It's not one or two and as I went furthur to the end I can see cockroaches all over the floor. Yikes, I really wanted to get out of the bus. That is not all, I was so blind to find a seat that has ants on it. Why was I so stupid and quickly I changed to another seat. Although the seat was bug free but I was so tense up that I sat up straight with my hands holding the hand grip and looking around the floor for any bugs.

Finally, it was my stop to get off. Whew, the whole journey I was safe from the attack of the ugly bugs. What a day, why am I so unlucky? Must go to the temple next time to pray already. So unlucky nowadays!

Artificial Beauty

I went to this forum and saw one of the post about Japanese Stars before and After.
http://www.solid07.net/forums/index.php?showtopic=89200

Cannot believe that Ayumi actually went for surgery to make her eyes bigger. The first guy on the top is also unbelievable. His transformation is the greatest! What did the doctor do to make him so handsome?

After looking at all the photos, I realise that most of them went for eye surgery to make their eyes look bigger. Before I came across this post, I had always thought that most of Japanese girls are born very cute because of their big, inoccent eyes. But now, I was not sure anymore.

Why have humans evolve into becoming materialistic especially in younger generation. I don't deny that I was not a materialistic person because I want to own everything that one has. However, I don't understand why do we behave that way. You want to be pretty, you want to own the latest handphone model, you want to own a Gucci bag etc. You want to be above everyone else. Why is that?

Will you like the person by his/her appearance or his/her heart? I think the answer would be appearance. But will you like a person who has a black heart but is beautiful or handsome? I don't know the answer either. I just feel that I'm getting tired of living in this world, people are always moving forward so fast that I lost pace of them.

I still like the Japanese culture but I hope to know more about their people and perhaps we will get to know more about ourselves as humans.

Miss SP alot!

Last Saturday, after taking my Basic Theory Test (Hope that I will pass if not I will bang my head on the wall!) I went to Dover MRT Station to meet ann because we are going to the SP Convention Centre to see Taufik's Appearance. I even brought a digital camera borrowed from my uncle (Ann suggested to shoot Taufik singing). Becasue it was also SP Open House, the place was crowded with a lot of people. It was my first time entering the Convention Centre (Can you believe it? Did not even step inside during my three years of study there). We went around to see where is the entrance to the convention hall and people are already queue up to go inside. So we queue up and after waiting for 15min, the entrance door was opened and the crowd started moving. Cameraman was shooting us going in and we tried to avoid it by walking faster. Haha.

Upon entering, I was awed by the magnificent hall that Singapore Polytechnic has. The hall was definitely big enough to hold about a thousand audience. There is even a screen behind for those people sitting behind. We were seated at about the 10th row so it was quite near the stage. Ann was responsible for shooting the whole performance while I enjoyed the comfortable seat. (Sorry for not helping you to shoot because you were saying that your hands were already tired).

The MCs were both humorous and they definitely knew how to entertain the audience and hold more time by asking one of the performers to do an encore because our Singapore Idol Winner was not here yet. The screams of Taufik's fans were definitely very intense and excruciating to the ears whenever one the MCs mention his name.

Finally, the curtains were drawn, the lights off and Taufik was standing on the stage with the spotlight on him. The screams was so loud that you cannot help but to shut your ears. We also saw Taufik's photo when he was in polytechnic and you'll get a shock at how different he was from before.

The reason why we wanted to see Taufik is because we wanted to see him sing, not because I'm a fan of his. It's a bit disappointing when he only sang a few lines of his song because he said he didn't warm up his voice. I was like, what! I came all the way here and you just sang a few lines! Regardless. we left SP and had lunch at the Chinese Restaurant at West Mall. After lunch, we went shopping for clothes and went back home after that.

Oh yah did I mention that I really miss school alot? I really want to go back and study after starting work in the company I'm attached to. The fun we had at school was definitely what I wished for now.

Thursday and Friday Blog

Thursday

Finally, I got to do something different other than the boring link exchange I had to do everyday. I was called a English Freak which I read from pb's blog. We were being told off by our boss to come back on time for lunch. After work, I went to Bugis to meet my friend to shop for my Levis Jeans at OG. However, it doesn't have the size I wanted so I went to Seiyu again after dinner to find it. In the end I bought a 599 Levis because I like the colour but previously when I went shopping with ann she said that colour is not nice.

Before I buy that jeans, I was pondering for a long time (maybe because I was too concerned about other peoples' opinion that I put it in consideration). However, I told myself that if I like that design just buy it don't be too wishy-washy. So I went to the counter and paid for that jeans. Hehe, I'm very happy that I got a Levis Jeans and went back home yammering non-stop about how nice the design was and it's worth the money and stuff like that to my Father and Grandmother and they must be thinking am I crazy or what? Haha. That's what happened when I'm excited. I started talking non-stop.

After that, I took a bath and watch tv and at the same time teaching my sister problem sums. I almost vomit blood teaching her because she was so bad-tempered and if I was a bit too fast when explaining to her, she would start complaining. I was really tired after coming back and do not wish to argue with her so I just let her be. When she finally finished her homework, I can then go to bed.

Friday

My eyes are so tired that I really wanted to continue sleeping but my grandmother kept calling me to wake up to wash my face. I have been looking foward to Friday for a long long time. Haha the week seems so long to me but you still cannot believe that this is the end of week 8 and we have 2 more months left for our internship.

Went to the toilet just now to check on my left eye and it was kind of red on the side which is probably the result of little sleep and strain due to staring at the computer for so long. I actually regret taking an IT course because you need to spend long hours at the computer which is bad for your eyes and health. Someone complained that my blog for yesterday was so short and hope that she was content with reading my long-winded blog. Haha.

My Grade C5 English

Is my English really that bad? I suppose I use the wrong vocabulary words to describe things. Moiling and hc are laughing away happily when hc read my blog OUT LOUD! Attention to hc, the blog is meant for all of you to read, not for you to practice your oral examination!

The next time before I publish out my blog, I'm going to check every spelling, vocabulary and grammar of my sentences. My blog is like my English Paper I from now onwards. Haha.

But my English Language is really bad during my secondary school days. I didn't realise its seriousness only when I reached Secondary 3. Our English teacher, Mr Tham was disappointed with our English Standard and he was always scaring us that if we don't pass our English for 'O' Level, the future ahead of us is very bleak. During that time, we were so stressed over English because of his words. I have to admit he is also a great teacher because, he told us that there is still hope if we catch up now and he was always giving us a lot of work to do to help us as much as possible. As the head of library, he bought a lot of books that we like to read because the way to improve your writing is to READ, READ, READ.

Enough of my painful encounter with English. HC please read below:

P.S : HC PLEASE DO NOT TREAT THIS BLOG AS YOUR ORAL EXAMINATION PRACTICE.

Boring Day Version 4

Yesterday I finally received my paycheck hehe. Although 400 bucks is not much but I needed the money to go shopping for CNY clothes and I have promised my family to treat them this Sunday at the West Coast Hawker Centre for a CNY Feast.

When I reached home, I took out the cheque from my purse and pass it to my mother so that she can go to the bank next day. After my bath and dinner, I surf the net and before I go to bed, I will always read a book (Comic book or some fiction books from the library). Nothing special just my daily routine and dread going work everyday because the tasks currently are so boring that I do not like doing it but had no choice.

My only hope of surviving this dreadful day is looking forward to Chinese New Year on 9th Feb.
I hope that the boss can give us a break on 11th Feb (Friday) but I think that is not possible.

A New Year a new beginning

Yesterday, I went to Jurong Point to meet my sister after work. After she came, we went to the Levis Shop to look at some of the jeans because I was deciding to buy a Levis Jeans for my CNY clothes. I was just looking at the designs available so that next time I can go to OG and buy(There's 10% discount if you have OG membership card).

A week before, when I was shopping with my sis at Jurong East Baleno, I came across a top which I really like it very much. It costs around 16 dollars which is also quite reasonable and yesterday when I went to check it out at JP, it was sold out! What a shame, again I blame myself why didn't I bought it earlier when I saw it at JE. I was too inhesitant when it comes to buying things! No wonder whenever I went shopping, I came back with nothing!

After that regret, I went up to the 3rd storey to 77th Street. I was looking for the 'crumper' bag (not sure of the name, there's a boy logo on that bag) and I was shocked at the price. 175 dollars for that bag. I didn't expect that kind of price for the bag. I thought it was around 70 to 80 dollars and if it is I'll probably buy. But now I don't even need to think about it because it was definitely out of my budget. Again, my 2nd regret.

I had dinner with my sister at Lai Lai Chicken Rice Restaurant and after that we decided to go home. As we went down to the 1st storey, I wanted to go to Wallet Shop to buy myself a purse. Because the shop was so crowded with people that I decide to come back later. We went to Guardian as my sis wanted to buy some facial cream. I saw a Gastby oil film (which I thought it was) and bought it. Everyone, this is my 3rd regret. Just now I went to the toilet to use it and realise it was a powder film. OMG, what is wrong with me lately? It is either I see wrongly and bought the wrong things or not buying things that I longed to have.

I told my sis and she said, after CNY, all of our luck will definitely change and I hope for that too. Sign.........

Sunday Worries

On Sunday, I met up with ann at Bugis to listen to a talk from NTU held at Intercontinental Hotel about Computer Science and Engineering. The place was so crowded with people that it was so difficult to move around. After listening to the talk, I felt that I had no chance of getting in to the university. I started to feel frustrated and worried. I do not know why I felt that way but I just can't get that matter out of my mind.

After lunch at bugis, we went shopping and I went to Sunshine Plaza to buy some things for my sister. She wanted to buy a bromide and a plush toy from the shop. The bromides has a lot of different characters inside which you will not know only when you open the pack. However, I did not wish to buy the bromide with a character I do not like so Ann boldy open up the plastic cover to see the inside (Hee, hee the shop owner was busy attending to another customer), and I was responsible for taking the bromides to her to open up to see the insides. She opened up a bit for me to see whether if I wanted that character. Finally, I came across my favourite character which I wanted to buy and so happily I brought it to the counter to pay.

On the way home, while in the bus, I opened up the bromide to take a look. I was shocked! It was not the character I wanted. I was so frustrated and angry at myself for getting mixed up the bromides while we were opening up lots of them. I only had myself to blame.

I can only say that yesterday was not a good day for me and I was also quite troubled and my mind was somewhere else after listening to the talk at NTU. Should I continue my studies or start my working career? No one knows even myself I was filled with doubt.